Ok, so I have been spending a lot of time online and I have been doing a lot of thinking. I often go through these moments of malaise and try to figure life out. I guess I should be honest with myself and realize that life is not to be figured out. Do we spend so much time trying to figure life out that we end up not enjoying life? I often think that I could be doing so much and then I stop and think that I should be grateful that I can spend a lazy day at home and do nothing....this does nothing to make me feel productive, but should I feel good because at least I have this luxury?
Hmmmm.....OK, so my problem is this -- Either I spend all day doing a million things and then feeling like I got nothing done or I do nothing and then lament that very fact. Hmm, sounds like I'm full of crap and making up excuses. Why didn't I take my camera for a trip today and take pictures of the city like I had planned? Oh I know, because I have freaking bronchitis and I feel like crap!
I think I'll take some night time pictures tonight. Just for fun.....bronchial passages de damned!
Frank
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